Showing posts with label supplements. Show all posts
Showing posts with label supplements. Show all posts

Sunday, February 8, 2009

courage

I went to see Dr E on Thursday afternoon for a follow-up appointment, and even though there was some confusion (they had canceled my appointment but forgot to call me), Dr E and his PA worked me into the schedule since I was there.

The appointment went very well. We went over the success I've been having with Dr P's regimen. My pain levels are significantly lower than they were a few months ago, and December was actually a very good month. Unfortunately (and I explained this to Dr E) the stress of unemployment has hit me harder in the new year, so I'm back to frequent days where my pain is 5+; I went from 12 such days in December to 27 in January. I know that the stress and anxiety are exacerbating my Migraine pain/symptoms and IBS.

Dr E suggested I add a low dose of Celexa (citalopram) to my regimen to help deal with the anxiety and depression related to the unemployment situation, since the emotional upheaval is having such a negative effect on my head. He specifically suggested Celexa because it has a low side effect profile and has seen success with it in his patients (and few side effects). He remembers well the trouble I've had in the past, so he's starting me on a very low dose. He thinks that the Celexa will probably be a temporary thing to help me get through the unemployment stress, so I may try going off it when the job situation changes.

We also discussed my current triptan, Amerge, which usually works pretty well for me with few side effects, but can take 3 or 3.5 hours to work. I'm keeping that as an option, but he also gave me a scrip to try Axert.

Overall, it was a very good appointment.

I finally picked up my scrips for both drugs yesterday afternoon, but I hadn't quite worked up the courage to try the Celexa last night. Those of you dear readers who have followed my blog for a while may remember that I've had some very strange and severe reactions to meds, most recently Lyrica and even Botox. After my double reaction to the Lyrica and Botox last fall, I told Dr E I wanted a complete break from any prescription preventive meds for a while, which was when he referred me to Dr P. I feel I've made great progress with my new regimen so far, though I still have some way to go.

So tonight, I'm going to try the Celexa. I make it a point not to read the potential side effects on the pharmacy leaflet myself; instead, I read all of the other information and have DBF read about the side effects. This method has worked well for me in the past.

It's still scary, though. These are powerful drugs we take to try to address our Migraines, or, in this case, my anxiety and depression. I can say I would not be as ready to try the Celexa if not for Dr E; without even looking at my chart he remembered the severe reactions I've had in the past. (He once mentioned to me that I redefine medication sensitivity and he would have to be extra cautious in my case.) The headache specialist I saw before Dr E never would have understood this, or have been willing to individually tailor my treatment.

Chronic illness requires a lot of courage: courage to continue on through pain and sickness; courage to try new medications; courage to face the unknown, trial-and-error nature of our treatments. Tonight, I will screw my courage to the sticking-place and try a new drug. Hopefully, it will make a difference in my emotional state and help my head to calm down.


Be well,
MJ

Thursday, November 6, 2008

complementary vs alternative medicine

Therapies like acupuncture, massage therapy, biofeedback and many others are often referred to as "alternative" therapies, and have been for years. Recently, there's been a movement toward referring to them instead as "complementary" therapies. This choice of words may not seem like a big deal, but there is, indeed, a big difference.

"Alternative" therapy implies a complete replacement of more traditional approaches, such as medication or surgery. "Complementary" therapy implies an addition to these more traditional approaches.

A perfect example of this is the difference between the two acupuncturists I've seen. With the first, Dr W, I was pushed toward accepting acupuncture as an alternative therapy, as the only treatment. Instead of preventive medication to treat my Migraines, I would use acupuncture. I saw Dr W for two months, and by the end when I saw a decrease in effectiveness, she insisted it was the fault of the medication. "I can't treat the side effects," she would tell me, "so I can't help you if you stay on these drugs." This disagreement eventually became a big part of why I chose to quit acupuncture.

I quit acupuncture in January of this year, and since then, trialed a number of preventive meds, as well as Botox, and I still wasn't achieving the success in treatment I wanted. This led to me once again seeking a more holistic approach when I saw Dr P last month.

The acupuncturist Dr P referred me to, P, sees acupuncture as a complementary therapy. She has no problem with me taking medications. (Ironic, since the only daily drug I take is Zyrtec for my allergies. Everything else is either daily supplements or as-needed medication.) P also understands that for me, Migraine is a very genetic condition - my mother and sister both are Migraineurs, and we suspect my mom's sisters and mother also suffered from Migraine. With that kind of genetic history, a "cure" from just acupuncture is not feasible. Dr W didn't understand this, or didn't agree with it. P understands that acupuncture alone will not work, and adding supplements, massage therapy, Nia dance and medication is much more likely to be successful.

I am a big proponent of complementary therapies. I think they can and do help treat difficult chronic conditions. However, for most people - especially those with complicated cases - complementary therapy will not be enough on its own (as alternative therapy), but will work as part of a larger, holistic treatment regimen. The same way one medication intervention is also unlikely to work for the difficult cases, one complementary therapy is unlikely to work. Holistic - complementary - is key.

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In case you haven't noticed from my increased posting, I am already starting to feel better. My head pain hasn't necessarily changed much, though I have had a few low-pain days where I had none before. I do have more energy. Not a huge amount, but enough that I've noticed and it makes a difference. I feel like my body is absorbing the new supplements better than the ones I took before, which is good, because I'm swallowing upward of 20 pills a day. I'm having some mild side effects from both the Petadolex and CoQ10, but they seem to be dissipating (only reappearing when I've increased the dosage). I've yet to start the Nia dance, but I have a few options for classes that I will be trying the next week or so.

While I am hoping for continued success with my new treatment regimen, I also realize it's likely I will have to add another preventive medication (specifically, a prescription drug) to my regimen in the future. I'm okay with that. Hopefully, the treatment I'm trying now will mean I need less prescription medication intervention in the future.

Be well,
MJ

Thursday, October 30, 2008

returning to the complementary medicine fold

I posted earlier this month about the options that Dr E gave me regarding my treatment, mainly to try another Migraine preventive, or to go see an herbalist. I decided to take the referral to the herbalist, Dr P. I did not feel mentally ready to trial another preventive med, and I wanted to make sure I was getting the most out of my supplements before I add on prescription meds.

My appointment with Dr P went very well. She spent about an hour with me and gave me a lot of information and ideas.

She thinks that a lot of what's complicating things (and contributing to the strange med reactions) is emotional overload. She did not mean that Migraines are purely an emotional problem; more, she recognized the complex relationship between Migraines, Depression and Anxiety. She thinks a big issue for me is that I don't just allow myself to feel without analyzing - the curse of being a therapist's daughter. I'm very good at figuring out why I'm feeling the way I'm feeling, but not so good at just letting myself feel it. Instead I think about why I'm sad and figure out the reasons for it, but don't let myself just feel sad without the "why". I don't like showing emotions in public, especially at work, so I tend to keep that lid on all the time.

Her main recommendations are that I do some "bodywork" to help put myself more back in touch with my body. She also thinks I need some space to just express emotion without analyzing it. Specifically, she wants me to retry acupuncture, and add massage therapy and dance therapy. I tried acupuncture last year, and while I had some success with it, I felt dissatisfied. She mentioned that the success of acupuncture depends not only on the techniques, but also how the patient "clicks" with the practitioner. This makes a lot of sense, as it holds true for any doctor-patient relationship. Complementary medicine practitioners are no exception.

Dr P had specific referrals for both the acupuncture and dance therapy, and I have a place very close to my office that does medical massage therapy and takes my insurance. While the dance therapy idea seemed a bit strange to me at first, after thinking it over I'm willing to give it a try. When I was younger, I took dance classes (age 4-16) and it was a big part of my life. Dance was my main form of stress relief, and it was very effective. So getting back into dance makes sense, and why not try a more freeform kind. Dr P recommended I try Nia dance, so I'm working on finding a class nearby that works with my schedule. I love the whole philosophy of Nia, and it draws from several movement forms I've practiced in the past, including modern dance, yoga and tai chi, among others.

On top of that, she also changed up my supplements. She had a specific brand she wanted me to change to for my multi, C and B2, and replaced my chelated magnesium with calcium-magnesium. She also added CoQ10 and Petadolex, as well as a live culture form of acidophilus (Primadophilus Optima) for my IBS. She wrote down specific brands and dosages for all of them.

This sounds like a lot of changes at once, and it is, but she thinks I may be better served by doing this at once rather than one thing at a time. She explained that with the holistic therapies, often one thing won't work, or even a combination of five things won't work, but adding a sixth or seventh thing is what allows everything to work together. So by changing my supplements, and adding acupuncture, massage therapy and dance therapy, we're hoping to see some improvement. She (like me) doesn't expect a miracle cure, but hopes this will at least start improving things for me.

It was a lot to think about and absorb. I like Dr P a lot. She seems to have a good balance between western and eastern medicine, recognizing the benefits and flaws of both. I feel good about her recommendations, and like the idea of trying a more holistic approach before I go back to medications. I don't expect this treatment plan to be a magic fix, but I am optimistic that it will help. I see Dr P for a follow-up appointment in 2 months, right at the beginning of January.

I have started both the acupuncture and massage therapy and hope to try a Nia class on Saturday; I will post about all of these in the near future. I've only been following my new treatment plan for a few days, but I can already tell a slight difference in my energy level. I feel more optimistic about this than I have about anything health-related in a long time.

Be well,
MJ